Senior Night <3
sooo. i went to danielss and thenn he drove me to gghs. then on our way in i met jackie and she went to come with me to put my “secret board down” and me and daniel talkeedd on the bleacher. then i dropppedd himm off at the snack bar. then went to take pics.
then like game starts and seniors walkeedd :3 i took pics of thatt too. then game and thenn hallff time.. omg so i asked coaches to tell the seniors to wait and go to me. at this point i was soo nervous and then they crowded around me. :3
then i was like saying well i didnt get a senior so i made something for all the seniors. and like i told them about the cards and then passed out the candies. then they all huggedd me <3 after they were like looking at their poster
reyna was really close to me soo imma like u should look at your cardd. but at the same timee i needed to get coaches binder in the snack bar. im guessing she read it when i was gone. bc when i got back with the binderr she was smiling alot and i was sooo emmbarrasssed. >< thenn i gave coach her binder and reyna still smiling at me :3 sso after coach is done talking reyna like killsss me with hugss <3 then she asked which one. then i told her the one that is shiny and purple and blue then she saw the wrapped candy. she asked if she coudl open it. then she did. i guess she likeedd it bc she hugged me some more. :3 like idk what to think atm. like i was soo yeah. i was super happy she likeedd it <3 after half time i continue to take pics. and i couldnt stop like smiling. after the game i took a pic with loreyna. and then went to meet daniel in the car. he dropped me off then yeah
oh also we won the football game :3
him.
i like him alot..
yesterday September 30.
we needed partners for “studying” and like abraham and denies and other ppl were asking me to be their partner. but he was like studying with me b4 ms.b even told us about getting partners. he sits across from me and he yelled out pretty loud. ” bonny’s my partner!” and then he pulled my entire desk next to his. and i helped with him the sheet thing and like he was telling me i was a good teacher. and then i asked where was the soccer field remember he has a meeting firday for soccer. he asked if i was gonna watch him play. and i should so he has a reason to play better. i told him maybe (: when we finished he help me push my desk back. and then i packed. the bell rang and i got up. he was ahead of me alittle. but he kept looking back at me. and he waited at the door for me. he asked where i was gonna go and i told him the girls locker room and he said he was gonna go to his locker. his locker is super close to mine. i wanted to see him during 6. so i tumbled a little. i saw the soccer people. so he was one of them. im just not sure who. too far to see from football field to soccer field.
today October 1 (in uniform)
so today. we had a test and when we walked in class today he asked to check the answer with his hw and mine. and he got them. and then denis asked me to come over and then he was like oh well too late she’s mine! and im like ah shit. and then i told denies to wait just a little. and she was like “really loud” bonny leave you’re lover boy and come over here!!” i had no idea what to say. im pretty sure i went red. and so i went to help denies then went back. he told me he had a meeting for soccer today. and i was like are you good. and he said he’d be better if i came to watch . then we took the test. i was really hoping he was gonna to well. after the test he was saying how my sunglasses look cool and tired them on. at the time i was writing “hey. bonny was here <3 bonny d. ” on a blue sticky and stuck it on him. first i left it on his shoulder then he placed it on his chest then back on his shoulder. on his right should to be precise and he’s left handed. after class ended. we walked out together. and we stayed by the door for a while.i asked him if he was gonna go to his locker again. he told me i should come with him ( out lockers are close) but me being too afraid to be late i had to leave. he doesnt have to be in the soccer field till after like 10 mins after the bell rings. i didnt get to see him during lunch which sucked but it was okay.
damn i like him alot. bc im still thinking about him now.
Weird Dream
well i guess i was in a laser tagg game. but this was real guns… and i has two double pistol guns. oh my team was Natalie, Cynthia, Michelle, Brenda, Christine and thats about it i remember. So like i had to shoot this certin ppl who i have to kill/ shoot. idk why i didnt feel bad about killing the other ppl. like i dont think i killed them. but like this was my last shot/ ammo on my gun and like i my last person i was sent to kill was Nuvia. so i hid behind a rock and snuck up on her. then i stuck the gun next to her rib. and she like noticed but she didnt look over or anything and then i shot her. it was traumatizing…bc after i shot her i hugged her and screamed dont die! please dont die. and i told her to keep talking to me. say something. just please dont die. i love you too much. please dont die. and i remember someone calling 911 and like they came and took her. and i remember her living. thank god. my dream… i love Nuvia too much. i was crying and panic in my dream. it was traumatizing. like i love Nuvia way to much. i think i miss her alot more now too. <3
10.
1) You’re nice. you make me laugh.and we have alot in common.you make me wonder what do you think.you give me clues. but i dont know what to believe. i ask you to get my ice cream and you never do…jerk… but idk something about you makes me like you alot. Maybe i won’t tell you anytime soon. and i dont plan to (: having you around just talking to me makes me happy.
2)You’re one of the bestest people i know. you’re one of the reasons i look forward to highschool. you encourage me alot. and i am so thankful for you. you have a wonderful voice. and you’re beautiful. i look up to you.you can always make me smile. i met you only 2 years ago. and i love you to death. thanks you for watching over me. thank you for being there. i love you with all my heart.
3)You know who i am. inside and out. you know what i am thinking. and if it’s bad you hit me. you’re not afraid to hit me.. we have a lot in common. you’re actually really cute. we can talk about anything. sure we have ups and downs. but we always up staying friends. because we need each other. and i guess i love you too.
4)ah! you’re so cute. like a teddy bear. 7th grade.. a lot of memories. you’re really pretty. more pretty than you give urself credit for. you’re a tomboy but ur also sometimes really girlly. i can tell you everything. i love to hang out with you. ur interesting and fun. you are willing to try new things. you play games and skate.but you have those moments where you are the cutest girl ever. and i admit i love you too.
5)oh gosh.. i love you alot.. you’re like family. i need you around. and it’s hard not having you around. we were the best of friends if you havent noticed. when i am clingy i got to go to you. i got your back like you got mine. i actually need you in my life. not in the romantic way.no in the way where you need your best friend, your brother, a person you love. i know you’re not here with my at the moment, you’ll call, you’ll visit. and you’ll check up. bc you know you need me too sometimes. you know every emotion of me. you’ve seen me break down and just cry. you seen me have the best time of my life. when i was scared at the point where i hid under pillows. and you seen me mad. oh yes you have. damn it i love you alot. at the point where i would cry for you.
6)ive known you forever. you’re really something. you have beeen there from you and i need you. you’re mature, you have your cute moments though. you know what to say and how to say it. you’re a soothing person. you can really understand feelings. you’re an amazing person. and i love you for that. i follow you. and i love to make you smile. to make you feel oh shit! ;D and then laugh till we cry.
7)The first time i met you i didnt like you. just bc of something so small and simple. but after a year. i came to love you. you brought out my fun side. a side of me that isnt that innocent. but not so dirty of course. you know how to have fun. you know how to be a lil wild. you sometimes have no emottions. that what makes you my alien friend from jupiter who’s emotions i hold . you make me smile. and i love you for it. in one year we had do much fun. i trust you with my back. and if you are reading this remmeber you and me have assasin on the 2 day of school. i love you alot. with all my heart.
8)for four months you have been the loudest. the one who will laugh her heart out. you are a leader. but you have so much fun. you have the prettiest smile. mostly bc you have really cute dimples too! you help me with my cheers. that one day you and stephanie taught the cheer i think it was the best time we ever learned a cheer. it’s our first and last year that we will attend school with each other. but i hope this will be your best year and summer. bc so far you have made my freshman year crazy and fun. and i hope to become friends with you. i love you alot bc you always make it feel so ez and fun and you are never afraid not to be you.
9)i look up to you. you’re pretty. you’re smart. you’re a good cheerleader. you’re a leader. and you know how to inspire people.at first during work week. you said my cheer and dance looked good. i was so happy. then i made the team. and you were there. i really thought you were asain. but i was wrong. but hell you’re beautiful. during miles my goals were to run and stay near you. bc we run almost at the same pace. duruing conditioning i get inspired watching you give it your all. when vasity faces jv for cheers or jumps i do watch yours. thank you for noticing me. i try bc i hope you will, bc for some reason i really want your approval. i want you to show you who i am and what i can do.maybe because i want to become someone like you. i hope your senior year unforgettable.hope that your hs years end with the best summer of 10’. it’s been 4 months but i love you alot. i hope to get close to you. and i hope you’ll find out it’s me from your formspring. <3
10) aww you’re really pretty. and a badd add cheerleader. i love it how you always are picked on by sammy. i know it’s not nice to like it. but it’s always funny. you said you are always there for me. and that made me feel that i shouldnt be so shy anymore. and i will try to speech out more. i really love watching you fly . what ever you do. a lib half cradle idc i love watching it. you have a really cute smile. you were the first one to say something. you said and waved goodbye. and that made my really happy. i was waiting for your birthday to come araound so i could tell you that you’re really pretty and a bad ass cheerleader,that youre fun and sweet. thank you from being so nice. fun. and crazy. ur a jr this year. so i have 2 years with you. but in these 4 month i love you already.i hope to become close with you <3
i picked these 10 people. and i love them all alot. but theses arent all the ppl i love. just some. and it makes me happy i can type this all.
Ten Day Challenge.
prisskilluh:
-ashleyriveruuuuh:
kailazager:
sleepisfortheweak-:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
Smile
No don’t be sad. Don’t frown. it doesn’t suit you. when you smile, you are you’re most prettiest when you smile. so just smile.
our worst luck right?
he’s moving… and im crying.
it’s out worst luck. all the plans. all gone…
cant he just tell me he’s joking… why is life so unfair…
he’s like my brother. i can tell him almost everything. he knows like everything. including where everything is in my house. it’s only been 3 years, but it’s like it’s been forever. we were planning to driving to high school with each other. we had so much plan.
the percent of him not moving is 10 or 20 percent. this wasnt suppose to happen. this shouldnt happen…. why is our luck so horrible..
i dont know how to handle this. i thought about this before when his chance of moving was like 10 or 20 percent.. but it’s back..\
we’re gonna make this the best summer…
i know crying wont help right now, but it’s the only thing i can do.
